11th November, 2008
PAIN
<rant>I am in so much pain at the moment! It’s really unbearable! I’ve been like this for about two days now and have cried an uncountable number of times. It’s. Not. Fair!
Why the fuck do I have to be the one in pain!? Isn’t there some horrible mass-killing multi-millionair who you can make put up with this Gog!? Your a mean bastard if you think this is funny!</rant>
Anyhoo, the rant is now over and even though I’m putting my self in more pain by typing still, I just wanted to say that I don’t care for people who voted yes on Prop-8 in America, Ca. I may not be from California, let alone an American Citizen, but you people just… Make. Me. Sick! I mean, come one, people who voted yes, are really just making gay men and women second class citizens.
Much love, the fallen angel (who is also in pain, because God does not like him), Chris.
NB: I am not religious, I just can’t think of who to blame for this pain… :P
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22nd October, 2008
People Applied!
It’s been a long time since I’ve posted… I think. Anyway, people have applied to be my Boyfriend, one being a good friend, the other being a person of sorts.. we’ll not go into who or what he is in reference to my existence as he has a need to be kept private. A need that I very well understand, of course!
On another note, I’ve been really getting to grips with The Disc World Novels by Terry Pratchett! They’re actually very good! I suggest you all read them, or I shall have to come and punish you! :P
Anyway, that’s me done talking for now! TTFN!
P.s.: I love Tigger! :D
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9th October, 2008
I’m confused…
Today I am Totally confused! I don’t know what to do anymore… These days I feel happy, but for the past few days I have been feeling slightly used… I’m not sure why, because I don’t think I am actually being used. I just get the feeling that that is all I am around for, to be used… :(
Oh well… Just a short post for today! I’ll post more soon, I promise! :P
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21st September, 2008
Be my Boyfriend
I recently just signed up to applyspace and really, I just did it for a joke, but anyone who wants to be my “Boyfriend”. Sign up!
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19th August, 2008
I have a problem…
…with the olympics. Yeah, me, a problem with the olympics, I know all of my friends will be saying, “WHAT!?”, what with me kind of loving the olympics… It really isn’t the olympics I have a problem though, it’s more or less the country it’s being held by. I don’t have anything against China, it’s just they put all of this funding into the olympics and also using really just one athlete, didn’t they think that he could injure himself?
There were many upset, or so it said whilst I was watching it, but why didn’t they use another image as well, or why not several athletes as images at the same time? That would have made it better! Um, yeah, ranting over, kind of stupid, I know. I still think they were stupid for just using one athlete as a central image, unless, of course, I am wrong and they used more than just one Chinese competitor…
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18th August, 2008
Dreamer
OK, last night I was so tired I went to sleep at about 19:00, I hope this means that I am finally rid of the dooming condition they call Insomnia, I’m not holding my breath though.
So yeah, I had so many weird dreams last night and I think I can recount most of them, so here goes:
- Dream One: I think this dream was where we were, for some peculier and unknown reason, playing gun fights with actual guns… WTF!? I thkn it was loosely based on the fact, that for my birthday I want to go paintball shooting with some friends… sort of odd really, after that part though it kind of gets blurry…
- Dream Two: This is the one in which my mother and I head of too New York, as she is, in this dream, secretly a Fashion Designer, and because they like the clothes she has made, ask her to design clothes for an upcoming film (don’t ask me what the film is, I have no clue, it probably wasn’t a real film any way…), so we then head off to Hollywood, California for this “film” and there I meet Matthew Lush and Michael Buckley, I’m nbot even sure why they pop in to the dream, I mean I love watching “Buck Hollywood” but I’m not really a fan of Matthew Lush, I do, however, stand for what he stands for… Yeah, so that’s that dream over and done with… it kind of blurs into another dream, where I do some naughty stuff…
- Dream 3: This was by far the strangest and most fabulous dream you could ever imagine! In this dream, I took the place of Isabella Swan, from the book series of “Twilight”, and Edward happens to be a Gay Vampire (here I am secretly screaming ‘woohoo!’) and well, instead of having a protected mind, I can cast magical spells… merged books perhaps? maybe from Harry Potter. Yes.. well this has to be the strangest because I end uyp sleeping in the CUllen’s house and get scratched by a Cat… What? Why the fuck do they have a Cat!? Wouldn’t they just suck it’s blood!? Yeah, the rest of the dream blurrs again with yet another naughty dream… What!? I aam a gay Eighteen year old! I am allowed to have those type of dreams, aren’t I?
Yeah, so all the dreams had last night may have been quite weird, they aren’t as weird as previous dreams I have had…
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10th August, 2008
I am…
…bored at the moment, I feel like I should be doing something, but there isn’t really anything to do, I watched the opening for the olympics, it was, as I thought it would be, amazng!
I finished the book, Breaking Dawn a few days ago! It was sheer bliss to find out what happens in the end! :)
That’s all for now, I don’t have a fabulous life at the moment…
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10th July, 2008
Monday Night
Hey Guys,
It may be Wednesday Night nearly Thursday Morning, but I thought I should tell you about the amazing time I had on Monday, It was so MUCH fun!
My Friend, SJ, and I got to town at Two O’clock, the appointed time, only to find some people were going to be late, it annoyed us slightly, but we just went on without them, we first went to a “Bar”, which was fun, it had air conditioning, considering the fact that I was HOT! When everyone got to the bar we were at, this was around Four, we had one more round and headed off to the joke shop to get some odds and sods.
After leaving the Joke Shop, and much, much laughter, we headed to a cocktail bar. Now this bar does the most amazing cocktails, and I do so enjoy the fact they use all natural ingredients, but I just wanted something nice, simple yet expensive, so I opted for a Violet Martini. The Martini was SO delicious, so much so in fact that I bought another one. *Glee*
After the Cocktail bar, we decided it was time to head off to the scene and go to a lovely lesbian bar, lovely in the fact that more men than women usually go there. :) So, yeah, we got pitchers of drink there and lo and behold we decide to then go to another gay bar, because we get annoyed at these two people who are just plain trying to get into our fun… *yawn*.
After staying at this Gay Bar for a while we then head off to this cool Club, and stay there till two.
After that… I went home!
That’’s it, it was a lot more fun than I wrote it out to be, but I’m tired, I’ll probably edit it late ron this morning, as it is now five minutes into Thursday Morning…
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27th June, 2008
It’s a Musical Thing…
I’ve always loved musicals, but lately I’ve been watching all of the ones we have in the house, and listening to all of the Musical sound tracks that I have with in the house. This also includes, as much as I do not hate to admit, Beauty and the Beast. I absolutely love this cartoon musical, because as a child my mother used to read me the variant stories of it, and I used to watch it with her, it has to be the most amazing story of love in the world! :)
That’s it for today! Thanks! :P
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18th June, 2008
Fall, and fall and fall again, my dear…
These past few weeks, I feel like I’ve been going into unknown territory, and becasue of this I can’t see my way, and thus, I fall.
It’s been a funny few weeks, I’ve been getting really annoyed at my self alot and I just want to curl into a ball sometimes… Geeze.. Depressive much!?
Anyhoo… I’m happy now, but no doubt I’ll feel like this again! :P
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